Cosmic Particles Blog

I’m back! My computer was on the fritz for the past two weeks, and I had to get a new one. Writing the newsletter from some other location was not an option, but we are all set now. Thank you to those of you who noticed the stoppage in newsletters.

The past week things have been generally quiet at my house. However, I do have one experience to share in the hopes that it might help others understand what might be happening to them or to someone they know….

As typical, this involves my sister Carmen. Carmen called me a week or so ago to let me know that Weston had come to visit her on her morning walk. If you remember, Carmen likes to take long walks in the early morning. During these quiet times she prays, meditates, and just enjoys her alone time. Of course, Weston often uses these quiet moments of her consciousness to come through and speak to her telepathically. He told her he had been very busy and to tell me to be extra vigilant with him should I see a change in his behavior. In addition, Carmen found like $12.00 in change during this walk! I think she found something like 10 quarters in one general area! It absolutely amazes me that Carmen finds so much money when she walks and she does not even walk next to a casino. She typically walks around her neighborhood and down one or two major streets. Whenever she finds that much money, we know something big is going to happen.

The last thing I was thinking about was the potential disruption of tranquility that had descended at my house. I was not happy (or believing) when Carmen told me about the coins, Weston’s visit, his message, etc. What could she possibly be talking about as Weston was perfectly calm, albeit quieter than usual? But of course I paid more attention to his mannerisms the next few days. It is not that I don’t believe Carmen, but sometimes I just don’t feel like believing in all of what Weston is and I trick myself into believing we are no different than anyone else. It is like a mini mental escape for me. It never lasts long as you will see….

The next day Weston was where else? Of course, he was at Ed’s house sitting on his driveway enjoying the cool evening breeze. As I was talking to Ed about the day’s news I noticed that Weston was very compulsive about opening Ed’s car door. I say compulsive because normally if Weston does something that is not appropriate I can redirect him fairly easily, correct the behavior, and that is the end of the behavior. This, however, was something he was quite compulsive about. No matter how much redirection I tried to give him he would/could not change his behavior. I share this with all of you because you might see a person do something obsessively and there could be a reason for the behavior that you had not even imagined. Even Ed noticed his unusual behavior and commented that he seemed a little “off” that day. I responded to Ed by saying that I was warned something might be coming up and that I needed to call Carmen when I returned to my house. By the time we went in for the evening it was late and I had completely forgotten to call Carmen. When I was getting ready for bed around 11:30 p.m. (hey, it’s summer) I remembered my comment and wished I had contacted Carmen. Still, I reasoned it was probably just Carmen’s imagination and everything would be fine. I know, I know… You are probably now thinking that me of all people should know this stuff is real, but I guess there is still a part of me that is reluctant to believe that there is a very illogical reason for all of this stuff.

Well, if I needed another reason to believe Carmen, I received it in short order. Even though he was very tired Weston refused to sleep in his room. He wouldn’t even step inside of it for a second! This is not a good sign, and both Don and I knew that one if not both of us would be having to look for other places to sleep that night as Weston was no doubt going to sleep in our room. It is so funny to me how accepting of all this Don has become. He did not even flinch when Weston came into the room, though he has not done in this in close to nine months. Don just said, “I know. There is something in his room. I’ll sleep downstairs with Lexie (our dog)” I stayed in our room with Weston until he got settled in and then moved into his room for the night as I can never sense anything in his room during these times, but not before I reminded myself four times to call Carmen as soon as I woke up in the morning.

During the day Weston was fine and I knew that whatever was “out there” was benevolent but it was definitely causing him some subtle problems. Carmen confirmed the next day that there was indeed something that Weston was seeing that was attracted to his energy. These beings caused an energy imbalance for him and caused him to act out of sorts (i.e., compulsive behavior). I decided to ask Weston (through voicing by Meg Lupin) what exactly was going on. This is what he had to say…..

“These beings are here with me for help. I have been assisting them with some very necessary transformation. I have also been working on the planetary grids for earth. There is a lot happening right now and I am very busy. My consciousness is expanding at a very rapid rate and sometimes it is harder to be in my body. (Not that I am great at it to begin with but I am getting better.)”

So I share this because I can’t believe that Weston is the only one who gets out of balance when these beings are in our energy field. Granted not everyone may know why they feel “off” and maybe they can’t see the beings, but still it could explain a lot.

Thank you for all of the e-mails! I have received e-mails from all over the globe, and I am so happy that Weston has affected your life in a positive way. I often hear from people who are wondering what their life purpose is. They are searching, just as I was, as to the meaning of why they are experiencing their current life. Many, many times I would whine and sometimes cry to Chris Marmes and ask her what was the purpose of Weston being the way he was? Also, what was my purpose as his mother? What role did I have in all of this? Chris would always smile at me so angelically and say something to the effect that what I was doing was perfect and that I had to have patience and trust. What, was she kidding? Time was moving and Weston was still not talking or meeting any of his milestones! Yes, it was now apparent he was book smart, but who cares if he cannot communicate with people? I learned to hate the word patience and trust was often fleeting. But what choice did I have? Nothing in conventional medicine had worked and Weston had already proved over and over again that his way of learning was not conducive to any of the typical learning models we had been exposed to. So, patience and trust was all I had to base my life with Weston on as no one I knew was experiencing the same thing I was.

Alas, I did pose the question to Weston about “why are we here?” Granted, this question deserves a one-on-one session with Weston and Meg or Weston and Chris, but I thought he could give us a general answer….

“The one-on-one sessions are really vital for specific information. As part of this big shift of consciousness, we are all being realigned to serve this purpose. Some of us have many roles and others have specific roles. Some people have one role now and another role in a month. The point is to listen to your inner voice and keep moving forward and accepting the changes that are coming so quickly.”

Finally, I have received a few e-mails from people asking how they can protect themselves energetically. I know this is discussed sometimes in the workshops but I wanted to pose the question to Weston.

Weston has had difficulty with this very same issue in the past. I remember one time very early in the process I was referred to an energy doctor right after Weston had had brain surgery. When he had his surgery they did not place a shunt in his head to remove the excess fluid, but only punctured the cyst. In the long run this was best, but in the immediate months following the surgery Weston was in a lot of pain as what was once a balloon full of fluid was now just a bunch of extra fluid floating around in his brain! You can imagine the fluctuation in pressure he experienced with regards to his cerebral spinal fluid. JoQueta, Weston’s speech pathologist at the time, referred us to a local energy doctor who she thought might help. At that time the only option our neurosurgeon gave us was to put Weston on water retention pills, which was not a good option in my opinion. Dr. Jones did indeed help to remove the excess fluid from Weston’s head and this was even confirmed via MRI that was done a few weeks after surgery. This began a long relationship we had with Dr. Jones. He was the first one to tell me that Weston was a genius, which I thought was very comical at the time as everyone at the time indicated he was absolutely on the other end of the scale. Well, one day after being clients of Dr. Jones for about a year, we were waiting in his office to be seen. Dr. Jones had a piece of priority mail that had to go out that afternoon. Unfortunately, the building receptionist had failed to alert him to the exact time that Fed-Ex was coming and he missed them. Dr. Jones was furious! He was so upset at the lack of follow-up on this employee’s part and really just blew off some steam in his office with regards to the matter. I was shocked when Weston reacted violently to Dr. Jones’ strong display of emotions. He flipped out! He started screaming and looking super frightened at Dr. Jones. All he wanted to do was get out of Dr. Jones’ office and away from him. Very quickly, Dr. Jones realized what had happened and commented how sorry he was. He said he had forgotten how sensitive “these kids are” to strong emotions. I didn’t know what to think. All I knew was that I wanted to get the heck out of there as soon as possible because Weston was just whacked out! He started running to the elevator screaming and looking totally frightened upon seeing Dr. Jones following him! Dr. Jones felt so bad, and I really didn’t know what to think. I could tell Dr. Jones was sincere in his admonishment of his behavior, and crazy as it sounded I was starting to believe that Weston was reacting to his very strong display of emotions. I had never seen Weston act this way in the past, but Dr. Jones was certain he was the cause for Weston’s outburst. I got him out of the office kicking and screaming and Dr. Jones helped me get him into the car. It was quite a challenge getting him belted in and without being rude all I wanted to do was get Weston away from Dr. Jones. Sure enough, we weren’t half a mile away from the office and he had calmed down. The next time we saw Dr. Jones all was back to normal. He couldn’t apologize enough, however.

Fortunately, that was the one and only time I have ever seen Weston react to another person’s emotions so strongly. This is not to say that the problem went away; no, that would take many more years. It is still an issue for him but one he can control much more on his own now. I am sure it has to do with maturity.  Here is his response to my question of how people can protect themselves…

“This is why we created the classes “Developing the Healer Within”. In the classes many different techniques are taught and each individual can choose the technique that works for them. Each day you need to prepare yourself by doing stretching or yoga, drink water, pray and meditate before you even start your day. It doesn’t need to take long at all but it gets the energy flowing and gets you in spiritual condition for the day. This will help to set up a general protection for the day. The classes teach many more techniques because they are really and individual decision.”

To read past newsletters go to Weston’s website at www.westonschmier.com

Weston’s Words
“Voiced” by Meg Lupin

Get ready! Prepare! It is time to move forward in your spiritual lives. Remove all of your blockages that keep you from being one with your neighbors. Move toward your loving center and operate from your heart. Your heart center knows only love. All of your decisions will be made with a loving component when you move forward with compassion.

We are all one!! I can’t say it enough. What we do affects others. Be mindful in all that you do. Pray for the strength to let go of resentments. Try to see things from their perspective. Give someone a break! Most importantly, give yourself a break. You deserve one.

Feel the love that we are sending you today! Close your eyes and feel the energy. Use that same energy and send it to others every day. You will see that your life will be filled with more love and joy!

Sending you love and blessings,

Weston

I posed these questions to Weston and had Meg Lupin “voice” for him.

1. You have been having Meg Lupin go to Matrix Energetics seminars, and she has learned a lot about quantum physics. I know you are extremely knowledgeable on this subject (and practice it all the time). What more can you tell us about Quantum Physics that we have not really heard about yet?

“Most of the things that I know would be boring and you would not understand. One fascinating fact is that nothing is really the way it appears to us. Energy is a lot more manipulative than most people realize. Things are shifting and re-arranging all of the time. Our thought process has a lot to do with the shifts. People try to organize and understand everything by looking for continuous patterns and that is not always the case. Things happen in random order sometimes and that is a large part of what forms our reality. That is why two people can look at the same thing and see two different realities. That is also why we have miracles!”

1. Your abilities seem to be changing or increasing. I have noticed some subtle things in the past few weeks of things that you have done that I had not heard about in the past. Can you tell me if your abilities are indeed increasing and if so how?

“My abilities are increasing along with everyone else. The planet is increasing in love for everyone and this power helps to drive me. I am working very hard to rid hate from this planet. There is no place for it. Hate was invented and the only thing that really exists is LOVE. This is why we are teaching to let go of all of your resentments. Forgiveness is a key to moving forward.”