Cosmic Particles Blog

Oct 17th

Volume 12, Number 2

Weston’s Story

Thank you to those who sent me the supportive e-mails this past week! They were all wonderful “pick-me-ups”, and I really do appreciate hearing from you.

When I left you last week I was talking about our strange visit to Dr. Fred Bell’s house. I think I even said that it might even have appeared to be a waste of time to some people (especially Don). Of course, this was not the case, but I have to admit I can see why Don might think so. He didn’t actually say he thought it was a waste of time when Ed, our neighbor asked him how it went, I think his exact words were, “I don’t want to talk about it.” I guess Don figured it was better to not say anything. In his defense, all he really saw was Weston sitting on the floor of Dr. Fred’s dining room for 1-1/2 hours even though he begged him to leave about 10 minutes into the visit. He was a good sport about it, though. He is learning to “trust the process” more and is learning not to ask too many questions about why we are going, how long it will take, where it is located, etc.  This does not preclude him from complaining about it for a day or so, but he always gives in. I think part of his processing the whole thing about Weston has to do with fighting it for a time, where I have learned to trust Weston more and try to see him the way the Megs, Chris, Carmen, Swami, etc. actually know him. It is harder for Don not to see Weston only as he is physically (i.e., limited communicator, does his own thing, won’t wear shoes, etc.). It would certainly be easier for us if we were able to hear Weston and experience him the way many more of you are starting to, but “there is a reason for everything,” and I have to satisfy myself with knowing that one day we will be blessed with that. It is kind of weird to have this person living in your house who has this whole other personality and life that you only hear about from others. You might see glimpses of it now and again, but you never get to experience it the way others talk about it. Kind of like having vanilla ice cream all your life and others telling to you about all the great flavors at Ben & Jerry’s. Harnessing enough faith to believe what others have told me about Weston has been a long process for me but one that I am pretty comfortable with now. Don is still doubtful at times, which is understandable.

When we finally left Dr. Fred’s I have to admit I was a little relieved. Not because he made me feel unwelcome (just the opposite) but because I was a little nervous about how Weston was going to behave the entire time he was there. If Weston is unhappy or if there is something (i.e., entity) hanging around that he does not like, watch out! He can get loud! One time I was at another sister’s house (a place Weston had been to a number of times before) and I was talking to her in her dining room when Weston came over and freaked out! Literally he looked like he was seeing a ghost and just started screaming, looking at the ceiling in her entry way, and then bolted out the door! Oh gosh, I knew I had to get him out of there fast as my sister had some yucky being hanging around. I had seen this type of behavior before (when things used to come into his room) but I think my sister was more upset than anyone. She wanted that thing gone! No matter that Weston was the only one who could see it; she did not care. Luckily, Carmen was able to get rid of it later that evening, but you can see why I can be wary when he is in a place other than his home. He had been in my sister’s house many times before and always had enjoyed himself. So, you can understand why I was a little stressed when we were at Dr. Fred’s house.

When we left Dr. Fred’s I noticed that he did not eat the lunch we had bought him hours earlier and did not seem hungry in the least. He barely ate that night and did not anything the next day until late in the evening. This was shocking because Weston eats all the time! So, I decided to ask him why his appetite was affected after visiting Dr. Fred. Here is what he said…

When I was at Dr. Fred’s, I downloaded a lot of information. I also have been “working” in other dimensions so I have not had the need (to eat) because I am getting the nourishment from other places.

Things were pretty quiet after we saw Dr. Fred but I did notice that Weston was quieter in addition to the not eating very much. This lasted for a few days. One Saturday morning Carmen was taking her usual walk when Weston showed up in her subconscious. Carmen could see that he was dressed as he usually is when he is doing “battle” and he commented that he had been busy. When she called me to tell me that Weston had shown up during her walk I remembered that a few weeks earlier he had told Carmen he was “storing up energy”. Could the timing of going to Dr. Fred’s house have to do with his need to store up energy? Here is what he had to say about that…

Yes I did. It gave me the insight and the strength to move in and out of the spaces that I was moving between. I did get a lot of information that I needed and I also received some “protection” that I have stored for many of us. His transponders are very helpful. We need one in our house. Everyone should have one.

Typically when Weston goes out to “battle” he will come back in need of some balancing by Carmen. I can tell when this is the case as he acts a little emotionally unstable on this end. Things which normally do not bother him will bother him a lot, and he does seem to be impulsive and sometimes will slam doors a lot. Carmen said that Weston was going to try and balance himself without her assistance but to tell me to not hesitate to contact Carmen if I should notice him acting differently. This was the first time he ever felt like he might be able to assist himself after these types of experiences. A few days had passed and things seemed to be going well for him. I did not see any emotional outbursts and no excessive door slamming (yeah!). Then suddenly he started acting like something was bugging him and he would just get really mad all of a sudden and was in a bad mood. If you ever meet Weston he is never in a bad mood. This is one of those little blessings I am thankful for (especially since I also have a 17-year-old who can definitely get moody). So I called Carmen up and told her that I suspected his fluids were off and that he needed to be balanced.

You can imagine my surprise when Carmen called me the next day and said Weston’s fluids were fine (he was able to rebalance them himself this time) but that he had brought back a being with him on purpose! Okay, this is a first. There have been many times when beings will follow him home and then Carmen has to remove them from his room, but this was the first time that I was aware of Weston purposefully bringing someone home with him (thank goodness we can’t see any of this). In the past I have realized that there was someone (we call them “the watchers”)  because Weston would not step into his room to go to sleep at night. This time he was sleeping like normal, and I would never have guessed there was someone with him. If that wasn’t strange enough Carmen saw that there was a legion of beings following Weston and his “guest”. All so strange, but what can you do? Well, of course, I had to ask Weston more about this. Here is what he had to say….

I was trying to show someone our dimension and the challenges we have here. He was very annoying sometimes and he could not figure out how to get back. He had too many questions and I felt like I was answering problems for months. There is a lot of work for all of us to do. I was ready to move forward and clear the things that I needed to take care of.

Hah! I guess communication problems are a “other universal” thing – who knew?

To read past newsletters go to Weston’s website at www.westonschmier.com

Messages from Weston

Weston’s Words

“Voiced” by Meg Lupin

Love is the real key to life. When we operate from a loving place, we cannot make a mistake! All of us are being tested right now to the limits. These tests include a lack of sleep, impatience, anger, pain, and there is a lot of fear and victim energy floating around. Steer clear! The fact that things are moving forward very fast is overwhelming! Just know that it is all exactly the way it is supposed to be for this point in time.

We are here to change the world. All of us! We can do this by being true to ourselves and doing the work that is necessary to move forward. Pain is a great motivator. Move toward peace and love. You deserve the best. You are living in a wonderful time where things are being cured instantly! Take advantage of this and clear yourself from any issues that are between you and anyone else.

Move into your deserved light and love space.

Much Love,

Weston