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This week you are going to meet my sister, Carmen, and Dr. Abell, a naturopathic physician in Laguna Hills, California. Before I talk about them, however, I wanted to see a few words about Meg Lupin.

Meg will be talking more about the amazing week she had in Washington D.C. last week. I wanted to take the time to personally thank her for having such tremendous faith in Weston and what he is about. Honestly, I don’t know that I would be able to do what she did in D.C. last week in which she �voiced� for him in front of a crowd of about 25 people in addition to conducting a children’s workshop. I am humbled by her actions and how much she trusts him. It is because of her and others like her that I have had the strength to take this walk of faith with Weston. It has been told to me by more than one person that Weston views Meg as �family�, and I have to agree. This can have a downside to it as with Meg Weston knows no boundaries (i.e., he �pops in� a lot!) Their relationship is really quite amazing! He will talk to her like an old friend but always in her head! The things he tells her are so funny. I have to share this one story which happened recently to paint a picture for all of you what I am talking about.

Meg was at an early soccer game for her youngest son, Spencer. It was located at Capo Valley Christian School, a place which she had never visited before. Well, nature called, and she needed to find a restroom. The only problem was that it was very early (7:30 a.m.) on a Sunday morning. The school is set back from the main road and was very deserted at that time of the morning. She decided that her best bet was to get into her car and drive some place (a restaurant?) to find a restroom. As she begins to pull out of the parking lot, Weston �pops in�. Well, she is in no mood for his shenanigans (usually he wants her to do something) and tells him so. He laughs and tells her to turn left. Well, she argues for a nano second but knows that it does no good to argue with Weston (now you know where he gets the name �Pushy Pants�). So she goes left, and starts going up a hill. She protests again to him when she sees there is a chapel at the top of the hill. He tells her he wants her to see it. She becomes irritated because she still has to go to the bathroom! She also argues with him and tells him it will not be open because it is so early on a Sunday morning. He does not take �no� for an answer. Well, of course, the chapel is open, and it is beautiful. He admires its beauty with her, and then nonchalantly tells her there is a bathroom on the right. Of course there is, and it is open! Thank you Meg for sharing your stories with me. I have come to know my son through you. This is a mother’s greatest gift for which I am forever grateful.

Now I want to talk a little bit about Dr. Abell. I have known about Dr. Abell for years now, as his reputation is immense. I always check with Weston before I start something new with him, and I have often asked him if needed to see Dr. Abell. The answer was always �no�. I have come to understand that just because Weston says �no� to something that only means at the moment. As a result, I will ask him about various people, therapies, etc many different times. I was surprised when Weston said �yes� to Dr. Abell about nine months ago. I just figured that he was now ready to work on his physical body (which he confirmed), and he now wanted to start to work with Dr. Abell.

I didn’t know too much about Dr. Abell before I met him, only that he was very well respected and had helped many, many people. During the intake session you are asked many questions about your child. Well, you can’t talk too long about Weston before you have to start talking about the �out there� stuff (i.e., telepathic, sensitive to others’ energies, can see through the veils, chooses his therapies, etc.). I was so relieved to see that with all the things I told him he never judged, winced, laughed, or made me feel like I was crazy.

I have experienced some amazing things happen in Dr. Abell’s office. Due to Weston’ s sensitivity with the energies that are present in his office, I have begun not taking Weston with me for our appointments but just meeting with Dr. Abell and consulting with Maryann Castellanos, a medical intuitive who you will hear more about in a later newsletter. One time Dr. Abell and I were on the phone with Maryann and she was making a breakthrough in which she was able to see some deep emotional issues that Weston was carrying from a past life which were still affecting him today. Well, Weston was none to happy to talk about that stuff yet, and promptly disconnected our phone connection! I had seen him manipulate electromagnetic energy before but not Dr. Abell. The look on his face was priceless! We never could get his office phones to work so we called her back from my cell phone.

Finally, I wanted to talk to you about my sister, Carmen, who is also Weston’s godmother. Weston loves Carmen very much. She is the one sister that I noticed that Weston would always approach and kiss and hug like he was seeing a long lost friend. One Christmas when he was about eight we were at Carmen’s house, and Weston saw a framed photo of Carmen and her family and had to have it, so much so that he took it home with him! He would look at the photo with so much love and affection. His reaction was really out of the ordinary. It was no surprise that a few years later he would begin speaking to her telepathically. Like with Meg, Weston �pops in� to talk to Carmen any time he wants. If it wasn’t going to be me who can hear Weston telepathically, I am so grateful it is my sister, Carmen. I believe he chose her because of her depth of compassion. He knew that when he asked her for help, she would do it unquestionably even if it meant that others would say she was crazy (which they did!). Since that time not so long ago, we have shared so many experiences, always steadfast in our shared determination to continue down this unusual path knowing that we can always count on each other.

The message this week is being �voiced� by Meg Lupin.

This is a great time of change. Everyone can make a big difference. There are so many places in our lives where we can do better. There are so many places in our lives that we can help others. We can help in simple conversations and in large corporate plans. We can help with our children, parents, siblings, and strangers. We can help with our fellow man.

There is so much fear in the world right now. Don’t buy into it. It is just being used as a catalyst for change. We need to help each other. We need to operate in integrity. The fear is being worn like a warm coat to many. They just don’t want to take it off. When you take it off you can see things more clearly. You can see where you can make a difference. You can see how to make your life better and the life of those around you. Use the fear as a motivator to move forward. Move forward toward making your life and the life of others better. Don’t be too busy to let life pass you by. The time is now.

Forgiveness is a key not only to relieve the fear but to develop your God given abilities.� If you are in a complete state of forgiveness, you will not fear anything. You will have faith that everything is in Divine Order. Everything happens for a reason. It is all part of a beautiful plan that is being woven like a tapestry. When your life seems like the disappointments and difficulties are too great, it is only because you have planned or perceived solutions. The solutions are based on what we think we deserve and what has happened to us. All of us deserve the BEST!! What has happened to us has served as a lesson for some reason. If we learn the lessons, the issues will stop repeating. That is why it is important to learn from all of the mistakes or problems that we have. We need to forgive ourselves. We are human. We come with challenges and defects. When we learn how to use other tools to overcome these challenges then we can be of service to others.

There always is room in our hearts for forgiveness. If everyone is acting and reacting out of fear, then we should all readily forgive because we have been there too.

I want to mention the great group of people that I met with in Bethesda, Maryland. Everyone was handpicked to be there. I want to thank them for answering the call. The room was filled with people that are and will be an inspiration to others. Look for them to do great things in their community and the world. They are coming together so they can ultimately help others and move forward to a life filled with a beautiful Divine Purpose! These people genuinely care about others and want to grow spiritually so they can selflessly make a difference in the world. I hope you can hear from many of them in the near future.

I offer all of you the gift of forgiveness and freedom from fear this week!

Peace to all,

Weston

Weston�. what can I say about this amazing young man? I’ve shared his sorrows, his joys, his fears, and his incredible light, love, courage and strength. I am his aunt on this plane and he is my companion, teacher and peer on the other. His sense of humor, exactitude, and immediacy are ever present with me because to know Weston is to know that he won’t let up until you come to realize who you are and what you can do. He expects a lot but only because he knows you have a lot to give.

I have always known that I step a little offbeat from others. Sometimes I would know things before they happened or had a �funny feeling� about certain things. You could say it’s a family trait as my paternal grandmother was a gifted psychic and my father �dabbled� with the abilities he inherited from her. The supernatural always fascinated me although I never really did anything about it.

Twenty-seven years ago I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy who was somewhat delayed. There are many challenges to raising a disabled child and I followed a very traditional path, which quite frankly, wasn’t helping my child very much, but I never thought to question the system. Fourteen years later Weston was born into our family and we thought another delayed child was given into our care. I swore to myself that I would stand by Marilu’s side because I knew the heartaches she would have to face as she fought for her child who couldn’t stand, sit, speak or walk. I listened to her and prayed with her and learned what a true warrior my sister is. When she saw that the western approach wasn’t working for her little boy, off she went like a whirlwind looking for alternative paths to assure the development of her child and with that, Ryan and I followed in her wake. She gave� me the courage (actually, like Weston, she doesn’t take no for an answer!) and determination to seek other methods for Ryan. This. I think, was Weston’s first mission on earth in helping children with disabilities because if it were not for him and Marilu, Ryan would not be the young man he is today.

One day, while mopping my floor (yes you read that right) Weston popped into my head and laughing said, �yes it’s me.� But the truly strange part is that I didn’t challenge it. When Weston comes to you, the magnificence of his being is unmistakable. He let me know it was now time to come forward and do the work we were meant to do, and boy, can he ever line up the work! Because of him I have been a �dragon slayer,� a healer, a diplomat, a facilitator, and a guide. He’s taken me to the depths of the dark side and gliding with a joyous sense of freedom to the ends of the Universe. I have seen the child Weston, the vulnerable Weston, and the magnificent being of light, love and courage that is Weston. I have met his many friends on different planes, as well as this one, and am honored to be recognized as his friend, his mother, his companion, and his aunt. To know Weston is to love Weston, but I have to say that sometimes, when Marilu calls and says �Weston has a little job for you,� my immediate reaction is �Oh no, here we go again! I wonder what he has in store for me this time!� Weston, you are a being of the heart and to know you is to love unconditionally just as you do.

So many amazing things happened on my trip with Weston to the Washington, DC area.� He was up to his usual tricks. He put a random file entitled �Weston� on one person’s computer just to let her know that a difficult thing she was facing that day was going to be fine. Another woman believed that she saw him a couple of times while she was sleeping which was verified when she saw his picture.

Weston had asked for an audience of certain individuals and many answered his call. He asked me to contact certain people and said that they would know who else to invite. He told them about his idea of �Healing Hands Across the World�. He wants to start this organization to provide healers and help for people from many walks of life. He addressed many issues including special needs children, depression, and forgiveness. He talked to people about trusting their intuition and trusting their hearts. He blessed and honored the warrior moms, dads, and single people for accepting the challenges of their lives with grace and dignity. He answered individual questions for everyone. Then he asked me to go around and do a short healing with each person. He also provided a place for people to network so they can provide support and help to each other.�

There was a blessed child, Kyle, there that Weston really loves. Kyle reminds him of himself when he was younger. He wanted me to mention him and his brother Ian and his wonderful parents.

Weston and I also had the honor to work with a lovely woman named Laura from Nova Scotia. She is a real blessed young lady that he wants to talk about later. Send her love, light and prayers.

Weston was so grateful to my sister Anne Marie Jordan who was so resourceful in acquiring a space at NIH. He was grateful to her for donating so much time and money to make the event so successful. She can hear him sometimes also. She is hoping that he knocks off the middle of the night chatter. He has very big plans for her! Good luck!

Weston was also grateful to all of the people that helped with set up and clean up and we even had a wonderful babysitter.

The children’s class, �Developing the Healer Within� was great also. The children had fun and learned many exercises that can help with grounding, energetic boundaries and sending love. The children can’t wait for the next class.

The first children’s class (held in Mission Viejo) of �Developing the Healer Within� will receive Reiki training and attunements this week. That will really help to enhance the rest of the classes. Weston has informed me that we will be doing these classes all over the country as well as talking to audiences. This will be another exciting week.

Weston has asked that I talk about our work together.� I am a Naturopathic Doctor and Licensed Acupuncturist who has been working in this field for the last 15 years.� I have had the opportunity to meet and work with thousands of patients.� Weston is unlike any other patient.� I have treated patients that Western Medicine was unable to determine the cause of their illness.�� I had one patient who had been to over 100 doctors and clinics all over the world for migraine headaches with no luck.� I was simply a matter of looking out of the box that medicine had �diagnosed� her in.� Once we figured her out � no more headaches after DAILY headache for 25 years.� This is how I work.� It is kind of like Star Trek � go where no man has gone before.� I have learned that one must look out of the box in order to treat patients that Western Medicine does not understand.� Weston definitely fits this definition.�

I meet Weston about 9 months ago in my office in Orange County, California.� I wouldn’t say that our first meeting was a total success.� Weston seemed a bit nervous about meeting me, but as I have been told, Weston requested that I see him.� I must admit that Weston was not my usual type of patient. Because of the lack of communication, I relied on his parents for information.� Weston was agitated for most of the first visit and did not want to stay in the room.� He kept grabbing the door trying to leave.� His mother had to stand in front of the door at times just so I had a chance to observe him. �

Because I was not able to test Weston as I usually do with a new patient, I relied heavily on my intuition.� The longer I practice the more I learn to trust this GOD given ability.� I ask patients all the time �Do you pray?� Usually they respond with a yes.� I ask them who they are praying to.� The usual answer is �Jesus�, �GOD�, or some other version of a supreme being.� I then ask them why they are not listening to GOD talking back to them.� I typically get a surprised look and �What do you mean?�� When a mother knows that her child has just hurt themselves and that child is three blocks away at a friend’s house � how does one explain this?� I tell them that it is the mother’s intuition and intuition is GOD talking to us.� The problem is that we don’t listen.� Why in the world would we not listen to GOD, but we believe everything that we hear on the TV or read on the internet.

My understanding of Weston is that he has an amazing ability to communicate.� It’s just not the way we are used to communicating.� I feel that Weston has some sort of direct line to GOD.� Weston must have an incredible ability to use his intuition antennas.� He seems to have a knowledge of things that he has no way of knowing.� I don’t try to understand these kind of things.� Science can not explain these phenomenon so it tends to discount them.� Science also didn’t know about gravity until Newton explained the concept.� So was there gravity before Newton discovered it?� Of course!� My point is that just because science doesn’t understand a concept does not mean that it is not true.� I think Weston is going to work this out somehow so that people who are questioning his abilities will be able to understand in their own terms.�

Since I began treating Weston, I have learned more than I can explain.� Weston has responded beautifully to the treatments (mostly homeopathic and nutritional).� He is communicating in ways that he never showed interest in before.� He is calmer and more at peace.� I have a feeling that Weston just feels better in his physical body.� The things that he does in school are truly amazing.� By looking at Weston you would never imagine what he is capable of.� I feel that GOD has given Weston certain challenges in order for him to be able to help people understand concepts that they would not believe possible in a so called �normal� child.� I must admit that Weston is still an anomaly to me.� But so was riding a bike before I finally figured it out when I was five.�

Sincerely,

Robert Abell, N.D., L.Ac.