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This week I wanted to introduce you to a person, Melissa Deedon (formerly Wallner), who is a healer who worked with Weston a few years ago. Her story is significant because it was with her that I first started to understand how important it was to trust Weston. More importantly, I gained a better understanding of my belief that what Weston was able to do at that time was not to be feared and was indeed from God. I didn’t understand then (and still don’t) why Weston is the way he is, but I have stopped trying to figure it out. It was a huge step for me to stop trying to make him like everyone else and just accept him as being “made in the image and likeness of God” just as I was taught during my 12 years of Catholic schooling. The things I started to see that he could do sometimes scared me and I would have to walk away from the situation and gather my thoughts. During these times I would often call my father and discuss with him as to why this was happening to Weston and could it really be possible? My dad was very helpful to me during those conversations and he gave me the strength of faith to trust in God. My father is no longer with us physically but I am always comforted to know that Weston interacts with him often and in a way that he never could when my dad was alive.

When I first heard about Melissa I did what I typically did back then and prayed and asked for a sign if she was the right person for Weston (I had not figured out at that time that I could just ask him). I remember I was in church and had been praying about possibly calling her when the gospel that day was about the woman who wanted to touch Jesus’ robe because she knew that just by doing that he would be able to heal her. She had that much faith. Immediately upon hearing the reading I knew this was the sign I had been praying for.

The day of the appointment I started having second thoughts about seeing Melissa. After all, I did not know anything about her really, and all I was going on was the coincidence that the gospel happened to be about healing the day I was praying for an answer. It suddenly appeared to be very flimsy reasoning for making the hour trek to see her. Fear set in with me as I was driving and I got lost. I was about 30 minutes late and was ready to give up and just go home. Funny, when you put your trust in God, you better be ready for anything. Out of the blue my phone rings and it was Nancy (the owner of the office where Melissa was going to see clients) asking me if I was lost. I couldn’t believe it. My phone is never on, and I never gave my number out to anyone. The reason is because I work out of my home and home school Weston. I am always at home and rarely use my cell phone.  I asked her how she got my cell number, and she told me that they called a mutual friend who happened to have it. Unbelievable as I never remembered giving my cell number to this friend.

When I finally met Melissa the first thing she told me is that Weston is the little boy who came to see her in her dream wanting to play catch with an energy ball. I thought, “Well, this is going to be interesting….”  He had many sessions with her after that and through her I began to understand him better. He would often bring his etheric friends to come and see her. I remember once that he went to give her a farewell kiss. He had this unusual habit sometimes of actually giving the person a little bite on the cheek when kissing them! I was always wary of having him say goodbye to people not knowing when he might decide to do this. When he went to say goodbye to Melissa he gave her a little bite-kiss, and I was so embarrassed! To my surprise, she told me that was how people greeted one another on another universe. I thought what she said was unusual but I was just thankful that she did not get upset by the bite-kiss. Like I said, sometimes it was very difficult to believe what he did was from God, but Melissa’s nonchalant response to his goodbye gesture and her explanation started opening my eyes and helped strengthen my faith to accept what Weston was to become.

Thank you, Melissa. You helped me to understand my son better and see things with a completely different appreciation.

This week Weston asked Melissa to “voice” for him.  I hope that this will be the start of a renewed friendship between the two of them.

We are all connected. There is no greater time than right now in our entire universe for us to begin to realize that we are all connected. What happens to others in other countries and other continents is still a reflection of each of us individually and how we think. Although sometimes we may feel powerless to change something that far away from us, this is our call now to begin to change the things that are close to us, that are close to home.

This message is about addressing the imbalances in our own lives, not just in those we think aren’t well or aren’t happy or healthy. This is about bringing healing to our own minds and our own perspectives. Stop the blame and the guilt. Stop thinking that the reason something isn’t going well is because of someone else or something else and begin to change what is in us. These things are reflected in our daily lives everywhere from parents, to children, to relationships, to our pets. It is reflected in how happy they are, how balanced they are.

It is my message today to say look inside for the answers to the situations we witness that are outside of us, in our own realities and in our world. Be loving and kind and gentle to yourself on this path as you move forward. One of the most valuable keys is to find acceptance for everything you witness around you. We don’t need to like everything we see. This is choice. It is to our advantage to accept everything we see because where we don’t accept, we find pain – pain within ourselves. This pain energy spreads to those around us and the world around us. That is why it is important to address this within ourselves. 

Life can be such a beautiful existence when we begin to inhabit peace within ourselves. For example, instead of trying to heal anger in someone else, address the anger that is within you. Let go of judging what is right/wrong, positive/negative in others. Judgment is judgment no matter how well disguised or well meaning it may be. Judgment brings separation, which blocks or splits the flow of energy creating imbalance. Imbalance in a family affects everyone in the family. Where a family is affected, community is affected and therefore the country and the world.

So, begin at home. Use the many healing or meditation practices that are available to you. Read. Listen to inspiring audio or video. Most important, begin gentleness in your own home and positive thinking. Begin to let go of “labels,” i.e., disease, illness, etc. When we label something we create it and begin building stronger energy patterns to hold the label in place. It is a much more powerful and gentle attitude to see things as healing or already healed than to give something a name and hold it in place.

Be gentle as you move forward on your path, but be diligent because the energies are strong and times are changing quickly. Reach out to like-minded others for help, for support, for the sharing of joy, love, creativity and play. These things are so important and they light the way for our path forward in ourselves, our homes and in our world.

Be light. Be Bright. Be gentle and smile!

Weston

My name is Melissa Deedon, and I am dedicated to Transformational Healing in people, animals, places and our planet.  I met Weston before I met Marilu. He appeared to me in dreaming the night before I was to share healing energy with children. He was playing with a ball of energy and invited me to play with him. I was not surprised to see him the next day; however I was surprised that people thought he needed healing. I already knew that Weston was communicating and loved his intelligence, commitment and sense of peace within himself. I remember with laughter that Weston no longer wanted to wear shoes and Marilu hoped we could find a way to make him understand that he should wear them. It was clear to me that where Weston was from - shoes were not worn; therefore it was not comfortable for him. And like most of the "Children of the New World," he would not be convinced of any societal silliness. My healing connection with Weston consisted of helping him to better open the doors of communication (in HIS way) so that he could better deliver his message.  Sessions were filled with gentle energy bringing acceptance and understanding to those around him and the message that he was perfect as he is and fully capable of living his life mission. He was just waiting for everyone else to catch up - from what I understand this cheeky young man is still doing the same. 

I spent last night in my favorite place with Weston - something we shared many times in the past - sitting quietly together. I introduced him to my dog and holding hands we spent an evening traveling together through the universe. It has been a pleasure, my dear friend.

With love, Melissa

Hi, I am Denise, friend and forever grateful to James Walker, who was trusting enough to invite me into Weston’s community.  My journey has been a long one, but I think my path to Weston actually began five months before I was formerly introduced.  I was blessed with a message from a woman who speaks with angels and guides.  She told me, “I’m going to be changing friends to ones who can better help, support, and guide me in my life.  I’m going to be working with children to help them and their parents who don’t understand, and can’t control them.  Like those who have been labeled ADHD. That I have been wired differently than the older generation and children won’t be able to learn from the older generation (spiritually).  I am intuitive and directly connected with spirit. That things will always be there for me and I am to know and to trust this.”  I knew in the moment that she spoke these words, as every cell in my body responded, that the purpose I had been searching for, for most of my life was to help these children.

And so it begins… Five months after receiving this message, my friend James called me to let me know there was a conference call that I needed to be on that had to do with a group of people who were working with this new generation of children. If I felt it was something that resonated with me then I could get involved. 

On my first call with Weston he welcomed me and gave me what he called a gift.  He said, “I was a new energy, like I’m dancing in both levels, the physical and the energy he communicates in.  I hold huge amounts of light and am very beneficial.  My personal invitation is that I bless people and the group.  I can help the indigo community. More of us are moving to this style of government in 2012.  A linear government is gone, and it will take time to decay.  My life is blessed. I can be heard more if my throat chakra opens up.  Don’t trap it.  I communicate by vibration to the outer world like he communicates in the inner world. My voice will be more heard and needed as we spend time together. To open my throat chakra I should tilt my head back as far as I can and let my jaw drop open.”       

That weekend I was at a healing service where I was seated on a stool while someone used Reiki to clear my energy.  All of the sudden I could feel myself leaning backward, much further than my normal body would comfortably support me.  My head also extended all the way back.  I was quite aware that I was not supporting myself and that something else was happening.  Aside from imagining that all who were in the same room as me must think I was really exaggerating this healing experience; I was aware of how safe and at peace I felt in this moment.  Of course the experience ended after about five minutes and I quickly collected my things and left, all the while knowing this must’ve been Weston, but all the while thinking what the heck was that!

The next conference call Weston asked if there was anything I wanted to share, and not being an attention seeker, “wanted” was the key word for me.  Of course there was nothing I wanted to embarrass myself about in regards to suggesting that Weston actually took over my body and brought me through this experience.  The part of me however that knew it was so, gave me the courage to express what I had experienced.   Weston confirmed for the group that, “a high field of energy like Reiki can move through the body and provide the highest intention if we don’t mess with it.”

Since that first experience with Weston I have been blessed in so many ways.  All of which I am so grateful!  I have grown to regard Weston as pure LOVE.  His wisdom and guidance have earned him a place among my teachers.  His friendship and support have made him a priority in my life; and his unconditional love has earned him a place in my heart.  I love you Weston and thank you for making the world a better place!

The testimonial below is from Spencer, Meg’s son who has been participating in the first children’s workshop. I think you will all agree that if he represents our future leaders, we all have nothing to worry about!

My name is Spencer Lupin and I am 12 years old. I feel like more people need to understand energy and be able to talk energy lingo. This is one of the reasons I am taking the class, “Developing the Healer Within”. My idea is that after the completion of the of the class, the kids join a group I have named “The Energy Healing Group,” also known as TEHG. We all come to the group each week and talk about when and if we used the methods and techniques we were taught in the class and talk about our problems. My friends like this energy work and want to learn more about it.

If I am quiet, I can hear Weston. He is so funny because he calls my mom by her first name. He has made a big change in my life by proving that just because people are disabled, they can have an effect on the world. I think that all the kids in the world can make a big difference. We think we can’t make a change because we’re just kids but if we work together we can accomplish anything. I think that it is because if you look at Martin Luther King, he made a huge change in the world and he is only one person. Imagine if at least 12 kids worked together. Thank you, thank you, one-way line please. I’ll be signing my amazing writings on Tuesday.

Below is an observation by Meg, and what she has learned being Spencer’s parent.

Weston has called to all of the parents in the world to listen to their children. This is a message I have been hearing loud and clear. Trusting when they tell you they need to stay home from school all the way to trusting when they tell you that they will be cautious. In today’s world that is filled with temptation and inappropriate TV, videos and movies, it is hard to shield our children from so many things. They are here to help us to realize that we can all make a difference. We need to band together and help those people that are less fortunate or in need. Everything else is a distraction. It doesn’t mean not to have any fun or not to take care of ourselves but we really need to be mindful of our neighbor that might be in pain. We are all in the world together to bring about wonderful things in the lives of each other. This is why I do healing work. We have so many amazing healers in our group and I am proud to be a part of this amazing circle. I am also glad to a part of Weston and his family’s life. They have been a real inspiration.