Cosmic Particles Blog

Jul 20th

Volume 21, Number 1

Weston’s Story

I thought it might be of interest to let you know what goes on “behind the scenes” before a teleconference. 

You might remember that Weston has always asked that my sister Carmen ready the grid and balance the energies before he participates in a Healing and Networking workshop or does a teleconference.  Carmen is always more than willing to do this and has witnessed the tremendous growth of the grid since the first teleconference.

I always look forward to hearing what Carmen has to say about the grid prior to a teleconference. Typically, she will go in the night before and boost the energy on the grid, clean it, and do whatever needs to happen. She has noted that it has gotten super smooth and is noticeably very clean with little “emotional debris” hanging around it. A few months ago she witnessed the connecting of the grid to other grids throughout the universes – an amazing sight I am sure.

Now Carmen has been suffering from some knee problems for the past few months and it has taken its toll on her. She actually had minor surgery on one knee and just when she started to feel better and was going to finally be able to join me for a Zumba class (yes, I still do it!), she slipped and hurt the other knee! She has been suffering with the pain and trying to nurse it back to health. The pain has resulted in her not being able to do the things she typically enjoys, and I think she was feeling slightly bypassed.

We have been doing the teleconferences long enough that everyone knows their “job” and very little coordination is required. Carmen typically calls me the morning of the event to tell me what she saw when clearing the grid. Well, the morning of the event she did not call me. I didn’t think much of it as it was still early but I made a note to myself to call her later if she had not phoned me yet. By about 1 p.m. she still had not called and I started to get a worried feeling. Weston has said over and over again how important it was to prepare the grid and I suspected that Carmen had not done it. I know she had been preoccupied by her leg, but she knew how important this was. When I finally spoke to her about 4 p.m. she kind of gasped and then said something like, “Oh, I forgot. I am sure it will be okay. Weston has been working so much. How about if we just wait and see how it goes?” What, are you kidding? I told her absolutely not that she had to hang up right now and go and check it. She tried to make some excuse that she was pretty sure it would be okay this one time if she did not prep the grid, and I had to laugh in her face. She was just asking for Pushy Pants to come over and give her a royal “smack down!” Was she kidding? Did she not understand how important her job was?

I hung up the phone certain that Weston would be “right there” in her consciousness when she hung up and laughed at the thought that she might not even have time to sit down before he started in on her. Well, I was not disappointed as he indeed broke through to her consciousness immediately. He was much gentler with her than I had expected (probably due to his sensitivity regarding her bum knee) and told her that they could not start the teleconference without her. He reminded her how important her job was and she was given the opportunity to see how much larger the grid had become over the past month. She said now she actually found herself riding in a golf cart type vehicle to each section of the grid due to its enormity. No longer was she able to prep it standing in one place.  It is funny how sometimes the act of us not doing something reminds of the important part we play in the overall success of a project.

The teleconference was wonderful. I have heard from a few of the participants who said it was very powerful. Weston would like to schedule another one in two weeks, on Wednesday, August 4th. (see below for details).

I just had to share one last observation about how there is always a reason for unusual behaviors.  My mother-in-law, who lives with us, had emergency surgery this past week. She was in the hospital for a few days and when she came home it was determined that she should sleep downstairs rather than in her bedroom on the second floor. Upon hearing this, Randal turns to me and says, “You know no one is going to be able to sleep tonight, right?” Without even having to say it I knew he meant that this new sleeping arrangement pretty much guaranteed that Weston would not be going to sleep until very late. The few times my mother has spent the night Weston will stay up hours past his bed time just roaming the house, eating, playing video games, etc. My mom can sleep through absolutely anything and never even realizes what has been going on around her when she wakes up in the morning. I am always relieved because honestly he can be quite noisy.

So I gave Randal a sideways glare and prayed for the best knowing that he was most likely right. After all he knows his brother very well and though he may not complain about his unusual behaviors he is certainly very aware of them. Of course, we were not disappointed and Weston did not go to sleep until almost 4:30 a.m.! He spent the night going up and down the stairs, opening and closing Randal’s bedroom door, staring off in space, eating, and being just plain noisy! I don’t think my mother-in-law got any sleep and Don was appalled at Weston’s behavior I tried to explain to Don that there probably is a reason for Weston’s behavior, and he said, “Yea, he is acting like a brat.”  Well, I could not argue with him but I did share my experience with Carmen the next morning even laughing with her that my mother-in-law will probably crawl up the stairs to her bedroom if she has to just to get a good night’s sleep! Carmen immediately sensed that the energy in the house was disturbed and told me she would take a look at the house later that day.

I started thinking about and it really did make sense what she said. If you remember, Weston does a lot of his work during those early morning hours. Though my mother-in-law has lived with us for over five years, she is typically in her own room and not in our living room. As I thought about his behavior I realized that he was acting like he typically does when he is “shifting” energy. What Don and I saw as annoying behavior was actually him trying to do what he could to clear the area so that he could do his work. This was confirmed by Carmen the next day. She adjusted the energies in the house to accommodate my mother-in-law’s need to sleep downstairs but also allow Weston to do his work as well. It worked like a charm and though he was up until about 12:30 a.m. (which is kind of normal for us right now), he was very quiet and did not open close Randal’s bedroom door or make tons of noise. Admittedly, the remedy for this problem was very bizarre but I share it with you so that you can have another example of why these kids sometimes do the most unusual things.

Message from Weston

“Voiced” by Meg Lupin

This is a time for deep introspection. Things are really not as they seem. You need to let go of many of your limited belief systems and move into a more open and faithful area of thinking so you can let our consciousness expand. You need to let go of all of our resentments and move into a place of forgiveness.

These resentments are nothing more than stopping points for our expansion. You have brought these things into your lives as lessons. We need to learn the lessons and let go. The children provide a lot of your answers. They know their purpose and our moving very quickly toward this. They are teachers and their lives are full of lessons for all of us.

When you are working on letting go, just look at a child that is so aggravated one minute and happy and loving the next. It is a true lesson in letting go. Everyone has a part to play. If you are the offender, apologize and let go. If you have been hurt, let go. Everyone has to be responsible for their own part. If you are clear with yourself and others you will have peace and happiness!

Have fun on your journey and know that I will assist you in any way I can.

Love,

Weston