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A few weeks ago Weston had Chris Marmes explain how to hear him. I was very surprised when my oldest, Randal, told me this week that Weston had been in his dreams. As I have said in the past, Randal is my “traditional” child in that he has never displayed any of Weston’s abilities nor shown any inclination. This is not a bad thing at all, and something that I embrace wholeheartedly! I came to the realization one day that Weston is my child that I will share with the world, but Randal is for me and Don. I am so thankful that I get to experience the traditional things with Randal, like attending his sporting events, watching him get his driver’s license, going to his first dance, etc. I know these are just “things” and not very important as compared to what Weston is doing  but as a mother they are incredibly important to me and bring me just as much joy.

Randal and Weston are only 19 months apart. Randal does not remember a time when Weston was not around. I know having a special needs sibling can be very difficult on many children. Randal has always been very accepting of Weston and proud of him. There was a time when they attended the same school, and I would hear him tell his friends that even though he may not look like it, his brother was probably the smartest kid in the school (this was when Weston was in second grade!).

I was thrilled to hear that Weston was present in Randal’s dream. Randal said that he remembered that Weston was showing him a group of people that he did not know. He said one group had blue energy all around them and seemed alert. The other group had red energy around them and were hanging their heads. He said that Weston was talking to him and instructing him on how to help the group of people with red energy all around them and then left. He remembered that he was a little lost as to what to do but did attempt to help the people. He told me that he does not think he did a really good job, however, because Weston reappeared suddenly and Randal said he gave him a hard time (jokingly) for not helping that group of people the way he was instructed. Randal was very excited about the encounter and is awaiting Weston’s next visit.   

Since I have shared more about Randal, I wanted to tell you about another experience we all had a few weeks ago….

As you know, Weston sees Dr. Abell, a naturopath with an office in Laguna Hills, California and Austin, Texas. Dr. Abell has been very supportive of Weston, and his openness to learning more about Weston is very refreshing.  During this session Dr. Abell asked me, “What does Weston want from me?” Well, not hearing him myself I could not answer that, so I called Meg Lupin and had her “voice” for Weston. Weston was not shy about what he needed, and amazingly he told me and Dr. Abell about a long-standing issue that had never come up in spite of us seeing Dr. Abell regularly for the past year. The issue was significant, and honestly I do not think I would have even thought of it if Weston had not mentioned it. I was impressed with his ability to ascertain his needs, and thought he might be of service when I saw Dr. Abell a few days later for an appointment for Randal. Weston confirmed that he would help Dr. Abell with Randal and also that he would help with one of Meg’s sons who is also a client of Dr. Abell’s.

Dr. Abell was more than willing to hear what Weston had to say about what Randal needed. I was even more impressed with Weston’s ability to ascertain his brother’s needs. He identified some past emotions that continued to be an underlying problem for him. When Meg was relaying to Dr. Abell about these emotions, he told Meg, “We can clear the emotion”. I think she was too embarrassed to relay this to Dr. Abell at the time, not knowing how far his “openness” went.

Meg then had her session with Dr. Abell and her son. Meg told me it was difficult for her because Weston was revealing some things about her own child that she was not aware of. Weston identified some emotions that were holding her son back from progressing forward. Dr. Abell was very interested in what Weston had to say and this time when Weston told Meg, “We can clear the emotion” she shared his comment with Dr. Abell. Well, as they say…. there are no coincidences. Right after she said this and Dr. Abell confirmed the emotion was blocking her son from progressing, he was told he needed to speak to someone in his waiting room. He excused himself for a few minutes but not before asking Meg/Weston to try and clear the blocked emotion. You guessed it! When he returned he was able to confirm that the emotion had successfully been unblocked. What would typically take at least month was completed in a few minutes! Unbelievable!

Weston has always said he was going to work with Dr. Abell, and perhaps this is the beginning.

March 27, 2009

Voiced by Meg Lupin

Most of us today are not truly conscious. I have my excuses but your excuses might be different altogether. I have to really be conscious from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep. I float between the world as you know it and the world I know. I have to consciously ground myself here to stay present.

Many of you are walking around in the same way. Throughout the day you do many of the same things over and over without a thought. You might have an addiction like alcohol, cigarettes or food. How many times do you think, “Why am I hurting myself? Why am I doing this? Who else am I hurting”? Others still might be gossiping or being self righteous feeling like they know the best for everyone. The Only one we should be judging is ourselves. Everyone has a “cross to bear”.  We should be judging ourselves with love and compassion. This way we can love ourselves into a healing place. All of our pain and tragedy have happened so we can assist others. It is not a punishment and the pain doesn’t need to happen our whole lives.

We are all one. The people that upset us the most represent the part of ourselves that is not cleared yet. That part of ourselves has not been forgiven. You might be saying right now, “I’m not as bad or mean as that person. “ Think about how you are treating yourself.

Be loving to yourself and it will be easier to forgive your neighbor. One good way to help yourself is to use your breath. We unconsciously breathe every day but if we do conscious breathing, it will make a world of difference. For a few minutes each day, pick 3 positive attributes that you want to attain. An example would be love, peace and kindness. Then pick 3 negative attributes that you would want to release. An example of this might be impatience, anger, and laziness. Spend about 1 to 2 minutes a day consciously breathing the positive attributes deep into your belly. When you breathe out, breathe out the negative attributes into a white light that lifts these attributes away. If you feel bold, try it twice a day. You will very happy with the results!

I am looking forward to seeing many of you tomorrow!

Wishing you the best on our journey together,

Weston

To read past newsletters please go to Dr. Meg’s website at www.spiritlite.com and click on “Weston’s Words” on the bottom left.

This letter is from Jessica, a speech pathologist who assisted his regular speech pathologist, JoQueta. I had not spoken to her in years until recently. She happened to pick up Dr. Meg’s first book Children of Now, and thought “William” sounded an awful lot like Weston. She found us again a few months ago and has been very supportive. Her letter is another example of what it is like when you hear Weston.

“I'm hoping he'll let me go to bed after I write this. It's partly my fault because he "told" me about it a few days ago, and I promised I wouldn't forget---well, I did! But I'm being reminded now.

I'm supposed to tell you again about Facebook. It's another way for people to network and connect. I was being told that it will be a great way for the younger crowd to learn more information about Weston and the group. Weston says, "We need the younger group". I asked him last week who I was supposed to tell about this, and he said, "My mom because she already does a lot of computer things, and Randal already knows how to do this (Facebook)."

(I'm hoping that's true because the whole thing still is a little nuts to me when I hear him talking!)

Anyway, I said I already mentioned it to you before. He told me then that I just "didn't sell it well", so here I am trying to sell you on it again! It's a free service. You can search for people---but you can also block people you don't want to see your stuff. It's not as scary as My Space (in case your hubby wonders)---but check it out. According to Weston, Randal already knows about Facebook.

My husband starting doing it because it's a way to advertise your business and find clients too. Trust me--the kids are out there (and by that I mean teens and early 20's), and they want to learn more. They'll find us. You don't have to put any personal info on it if you don't want.

Okay, I think maybe I can get some sleep now! :) But please look into it, otherwise he'll keep bugging me to keep bugging you!”

Jessica, I told Weston I will be pursuing this new method of reaching out to people. Hopefully, you will be given some peace (and sleep)!