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This week I wanted to talk to you about a special doctor Weston saw for a few years by the name of Dr. Casimiro. Dr. Casimiro is not visible to most people on this plane. However, I soon realized that Weston is able to see him. Dr. Casimiro is deceased but is “channeled” by a man named Juan* (Juan is not the man’s real name. I am using this pseudonym because I did not ask his permission if I could use his real name.) Juan is able to channel three doctors (Dr. Casimiro, Dr. Walla, and Dr. Kotido), all of whom have died many years ago.

The first time we went to see Juan I was clueless as to what to expect. So, as I do with most possibly unusual experiences, I invited Carmen to come with me to Juan’s house to meet him and his wife. At that time all I knew was that there was a doctor that Weston was going to see who had the ability to see what was wrong with a person without the use of x-rays, etc. It had been about a year since Weston had had his brain surgery to remove the cyst that was in his brain, and I was searching for nonconventional therapies to help him speak as the typical route did not seem to help as much as I had hoped.

We went upstairs to wait outside a room for the doctor. I remember that Weston was sitting on the floor outside of the bedroom and appeared to be acting a little nervous. When the door finally opened I was taken aback by what I saw. Standing in front of me was a man who appeared to be in his early thirties but had the posture of a very old man. He had a lab coat on and plastic gloves that he snapped often. Weston took one look at him and started pushing himself backwards as fast as he could! There was no way he was going into the bedroom with this man! Randal, my oldest, was gagging due to the incense that was burning and was also not too thrilled about entering the room. I literally had to drag Weston into the room by his heels while he tried to claw the carpet so as not to enter! Because Juan speaks Spanish I assumed the doctor spoke Spanish. My Spanish is okay, but I have to admit that the sight of his young-old man with the snapping gloves and the hunched posture left me speechless! I couldn’t get a word out in Spanish or English. I turned to Carmen and gave her a look like “say something”, and she was able to explain to the doctor what Weston’s problem was. Unfortunately, Weston had pinned himself up against the closet, and I was afraid he was going to break the closet door because he was shirking so violently from this man! There was absolutely no way he was going to let this guy get near him!

After asking a few questions and looking at Weston, the doctor agreed that he could help him but that he would have to come back on another day. Another day! Was he crazy? I didn’t think I could ever get Weston to come back again!  With that he opened the door and we left. When I spoke to his wife I explained to her what happened, and told her that I was not sure what the next step was. She laughed and reassured me that they could help Weston but that another doctor would be better suited for Weston. Another doctor? I didn’t quite grasp what she was talking about, but agreed to come back again in a few days to see the “other doctor.”  I had bigger worries now. Somehow I was going to have to convince Don that he needed to drive me and Weston 1-1/2 hours away on his day off to take Weston to see a “doctor” who was channeled by a Spanish-speaking man who I had only seen one time before. I was not about to mention that Weston tried to get away from him with more determination and strength than I thought was possible. No, I definitely was not going to tell Don that I had to drag Weston in by his heels, and no I was not going to tell Don that there is no appointment time but rather you get there and take a number and then wait (sometimes for more than an hour). Yea, all of that was going to be my little secret…..

When we get to the house the second time I was surprised to see that Weston was not acting fearful. I anticipated that he would not even get out of the car based on his reaction a few days earlier. I was surprised to see how patiently he waited for the door to open signaling that the doctor was ready for him. Unlike last time when he acted so nervous while he was sitting outside the door, this time he was all smiles and giddy! When the door opened this time, I was again very surprised. This time Juan was dressed in casual clothes and was not wearing a lab coat or gloves. He was standing very upright and was very engaging! He motioned for us to enter and Weston ran into the room. I couldn’t believe my eyes! What a complete change in Weston’s and Juan’s behavior from the last time I saw him three days earlier. Weston was hysterically laughing at Juan and I could tell that he was seeing something that was above Juan’s head, though neither Don nor I could see anything. Weston was literally belly-laughing in a way that neither of us had ever seen. I looked around to make sure it was the same room as three days prior (yes) and was it the same man that we had seen (yes). Weston’s reaction to this same man was unbelievable.

I later came to understand that the doctor we saw the first time was Dr. Walla. It is my understanding that Dr. Walla dresses in some type of elaborate head gear (which Weston kept on eyeing very nervously) and is from some ancient culture. The second doctor who we saw was Dr. Casimiro. This doctor is very playful and Weston loves him. He always keeps aside some blue suckers for Weston as he remembers it is his favorite flavor.

This experience was one of the first in which I understood that Weston can see into other dimensions. I have heard it explained that he has no veils. I have heard that little babies often have this ability as well but they seem to lose it as they get older and acquire veils to their vision which does not allow them to see things beyond this dimension. I don’t know why Weston has no “veils” and can see things that are not on this plane. I stopped asking myself “why” about him a long time ago…. Not only did Dr. Casimiro help Weston he also helped me and Don understand Weston’s gifts a little more. I found myself looking forward to our visits, and I can honestly say that he did help Weston. Due to schedules we have not been back in a while, but I hope to change that very soon. I will let you know how it goes.

Weston’s Words February 13, 2009

Voiced by Meg Lupin

Deciding what to talk about this week was very difficult because I have so many topics that I need to address with you. Time is speeding up in your physical plane. Many of you feel that there aren’t enough hours in the day to do everything that you need to do. Of course there are! You do exactly what you are supposed to do in your day. You can stretch time when you believe that things will take less time than they do. Most of you believe that things always take longer than you think. That is not true. This is just another thought that we need to change. These thought patterns are just that. They are patterns. We can very easily shift them and change them in our minds eye. There are many ways to shift patterns but the most important thing is realize they are there. They are just limiting our potential and keeping us from realizing our life purpose.

Love is a key to a lot of this. Our hearts are an amazing gift. They only carry pure love. They help us to speak telepathically. They help us to have compassion. All of our major decisions should be made through our hearts. It should be used like a checkpoint. We should be checking in with our hearts all throughout the day. Your heart is what keeps us all connected as One. Reach out to someone this weekend and help them to repair any perceived damage to their heart. You see, one cannot damage the heart. They can only block it so it seems damaged. Your neighbor’s pain is your pain. Help them to uplift their hearts by seeing the undying love that the entire universe has for each other. It all starts with you!

I bless you with an everlasting love,

Weston

I asked Carmen to recount her experience with Weston and Dr. Casimiro for all of you. More importantly, since that first meeting Carmen has forged a special relationship with one of the other doctors, Dr. Kotido.  They have a very special relationship and one that has benefited many.

Many years ago, when Weston was still quite small, Marilu was a part of a loosely identified support group of mothers with children who had various types of health issues. Each would share what alternative methods they had heard of or had tried as they sought to help their children. One mom told Marilu of a "channeler" that her mother had heard of. He was a young man from Mexico who could channel in three different beings. The mother had heard wonderful things about the success the young man had in healing people. This knowledge presented another possibility for her Weston so off Marilu went and drafted me to go along for the ride. Was I skeptical? Of course! But I would never have turned Marilu down (actually, I don't think it's possible). When we arrived at the house Marilu began a conversation with the channeler’s wife who acts as receptionist and she tells us a little of their history. As she speaks I am drawn by her joy, laughter, sincerity, and charm. After a bit of time, Weston was called in and we are greeted by a handsome young man who appears to be in a kind of trance as we introduce ourselves to him and then wow!!!! Weston would have none of this and ran screaming to a corner of the room huddled next to the closet. It appears Weston had the ability to see past the physical form and sees the doctor (Dr. Walla) in the traditional dress of his last incarnation and that frightened him half to death, however, that didn’t deter his mom. She just makes another appointment on a different day with a different doctor who related better to children. I was so impressed that I made an appointment to have my son Ryan (then 17) seen, however, the best day for us did not work with Marilu's schedule and that is how I met and reconnected with the wonderful and loving being that is Dr. Kotido. Dr. Kotido is one of the beings who uses the physical form of Juan* to continue his practice here on earth. Ryan and I would go once a month to see Dr. Kotido as he would adjust Ryan's brain waves to a more optimum level. One day he looked right at me and said, "Now it's your turn- please lie down." What!!???!! Me!!!! Impossible! However, I humbly laid down as he worked on my digestive system and blood pressure and so now too, I was a patient.

How can I explain what it is to be treated by such a being? You just give yourself totally to his knowledge and confidence. We kept this relationship up for about four years, but there is so much more. As you recall, Marilu shared how Weston came to me one day as I was cleaning my kitchen floors. One minute I had a mop in my hand and the next I was very much aware of Weston's presence (there is no second guessing when Weston comes to you). During a healing session with Weston in which he was physically at my house, he kept staring at the ceilings with joy and fascination. I too became aware of many angels in my house! I suddenly recognized Dr. Kotido by my staircase. I began helping other people and more often when I "worked on the other side" there would be Dr. Kotido to assist me. I was seeing and working with him more and more often but also seeing him on this plane as a patient along with my son Ryan when Marilu gets it into her head that I should come out and ask Dr. Kotido if all I was experiencing in working with him was true. I was horrified and told her absolutely not! Was she crazy? There was absolutely no way I was going to ask such a thing and just get that thought out of her head!

So of course, at my next appointment, I flat out asked him if we truly work together on the "other side?” (You try telling Marilu "no." Believe me, it can't be done) and to my amazement, he said, “Yes and for a number of years now.” I have been honored to have him by my side, or perhaps it's me at his side, I don't know. I have since then found out that we have worked together throughout the universe for tens of thousands of years. He was at my side on this plane when I was diagnosed with and treated for cancer. He was with me during seven hours of surgery and would come by and check on me in my hospital room. He supported my chemo treatments and kept my blood in balance. I continued to drive out to see him once a month so he could also work on my physical body. He is my colleague, my mentor, my friend, and my teacher. I doubt I will ever find a more dedicated being to the healing of others. He is a very humble healer doing what he does best, and is very generous in acknowledging the skills of others. He is the first to tell you there are many who work with him (I've also had the pleasure of working with Dr. Walla on occasion, and he was also there during my surgery and post-op). As he has told me on several occasions, "We are not jealous; we are here to heal." I can always count on him when I need him. He just shows up quietly by my side. His knowledge is so vast I can't begin to comprehend it, and basking in his tranquility is uplifting to the soul. To Dr. Kotido I would give my heart because I know he would always keep it close to his own. To Dr. Kotido, I raise my hand in a toast for you are truly a being of light.

This testimonial was forward to me by Meg Blackburn with the author’s permission. I wanted to share it because I wanted to give all of you an example of how Weston works with others even if they have never physically met him. When I read what the author wrote I had to laugh as I knew without a doubt it was Weston by how he described Weston’s response to his comment of how he can connect with Weston if Weston is not busy elsewhere. Always a joker!

"BTW: Weston and I have communicated a few times. (of course, not by normal means)   It seems that just saying his name in my mind, I can call his attention (if he's not busy elsewhere he says).  Today, he made me laugh so much; he lightened my heart, and brought a few tears of joy - and understanding to me.  I did not know him for Certain before I read your book, but I think he already knew about Me.  Weston's Words are to be Heard by all.  I do not know if it's possible in any fashion for a 'physical' message to find its way to Weston, but I wanted to Thank him - I feel like he has a message for me, that isn't to be passed by our 'normal' means of reaching out.  (Me being an Adult, and the World we live in, I would not want anyone getting the 'wrong' ideas)"

I was amazed at the contact that I had with Weston, Every time I say his name in my mind, I can see him smiling and laughing and it just gets me to smiling, my face almost hurts..  J  I have had some remote ‘contact’ with other people across the world, it is not new to me, but a wonderful experience every time.

I can’t wait to see the newsletter, I’m excited to see what Weston has to say, his Words, and those of the other Children of Now should be heard by as many, should touch as many people as they can.  Adults cannot change this world much, but the Children can.

Weston – Next time I promise to have more time to play.  J