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Sorry it has been a few weeks since Weston’s last newsletter. It was definitely my fault as I sometimes get a case of the “willies” when talking about Weston. I have admitted before that I will procrastinate with him in the hope that whatever weirdness we are experiencing will just work itself out and our life as a family will take on society’s definition of “normal.” This has never been the case in the past 14 years, so you would think I would stop dragging my feet at times! I am back in the game and ready to share more with you about Weston and our family.

The last time we spoke Weston had been engaged in a battle of some sort and my sister, Carmen, was there with him along with many, many others. Well, things were going pretty good for a few days but was very tired (slept for about 12 hours two or three days in a row) and then acted very quiet and aloof. I would find him sitting on the front porch very quiet (but happy) for an hour or so and sometimes he would just sit by himself in a corner of the house. I asked Carmen if she had seen him and she said she had not though he did join her for a walk one morning but didn't stay very long and was kind of aloof.

Carmen was finally able to contact him, albeit for a brief moment. She called out for him and lamented how she missed him. She said she missed little Weston, Warrior Weston (her name for the more adult Weston), and even wise-cracking Weston (many people know that Weston well)! Well, when she said "wise-cracking" Weston it must have been too much to resist, and he suddenly appeared! He just yelled out, "I am in Atlantis!". Carmen got all excited and said, "Wow, well, I want to go to Atlantis, what are you doing there?" He said, "I am doing what you do in Atlantis." When she pressed him if she could join him she was allowed to get to the opening of Atlantis but was not allowed to enter (poor Carmen, this has happened to her before with him. I tease her and tell her that she is like Dorothy on the Wizard of Oz trying to get into the Emerald City!).

Of course, I had to know what he was doing there. Was he on some sort of “spa” vacation after the battle? For these types of answers I always go to Meg Blackburn who is always so gracious with her time. Before I share with you what she said I wanted to tell you one last thing about Carmen and her role with regards to Weston.

I had a session with Chris Marmes a few weeks ago just to get a “heads up” on what was coming up in the next few months. I have spoken often about Chris as she has been very instrumental in making sure I didn’t freak out when I started acknowledging Weston’s abilities. I always find it very helpful to speak to her, and I am honored to call her a friend of mine and of Weston’s. By now I am sure you have all noticed the special relationship Weston has with his Aunt Carmen. According to Chris, Weston works with her a lot and she is an “observer” for him. She grounds him so that he can come back when he is way “out there”. Chris described seeing a rope in which Weston had one end and Carmen had the other. There is purpose in what she does for him, though she may sometimes feel like she never gets invited to the “party.” With regards to that, Chris (without any prompting from me) explained that if Carmen would just back up a little instead of smooshing her face up against the glass so to speak, she will have a better view of what is going on. I have shared this information with her, and let’s see if next time Dorothy gets into the Emerald City!

Weston’s Words January 28, 2009

Voiced by Meg Lupin

We have to start thinking outside of the box. We have to challenge ourselves to see things sometimes not as they appear but in a positive light. We have to show disregard for believing things should be a certain way for they do not! There is a reason everything happens and if we look for the divine in our circumstances, we can actually change our perception and our reality.

Everyone’s life is full of grace. Life is grace. We are all blessed and should bless each other every day. In these uncertain times instead of embracing the fear, choose to think of this as a time of recalibration and change for the good. With the changes happening now it will be easier to embrace that oneness that encompasses all mankind.

Our group has created a healthy morphic field that you can stay tapped into. In this field you can look at things differently, open yourself up to limitless possibilities, and expect miracles. Seize the moment now. Expand your meditation and prayer time. Think positive and surround yourself with beautiful things. Spend time in nature. Help others. Take extra special care of yourself by eating right and getting a good night’s sleep. Be good to yourself emotionally. Make sure you take time to laugh! Fill your life with joy. Love yourself and others with all of your heart. You are worth it!!

One last thing I want to mention. There are many people still working on the schools both energetically and physically. Thank you so much because the children are waiting to come. I also want to get going on our mission of “Healing Hands Across the World”.

Now to Meg’s response to my e-mail about Weston’s comment that he was in Atlantis when Carmen was finally able to make contact with him.

When Weston was (is) in Atlantis, he works kind of like a crystal scientist. He knows all of the secrets and where the key crystals are kept or hidden. When he and I went there he showed me part of this in an area where I had never been or visioned. I was very excited at the time. Right now he is doing something with the finer harmonics. I think that it is a mutual balancing between him and the energies. This is a healing in a way and also a regeneration which Atlantis is famous for. There are crystalline healing chambers there which I now know he had something to do with setting up. How cool is that? I have been working in them for years and until this moment didn't realize he and I had that connection as well!

Meg Lupin recently attended a seminar with her sister in which Weston tagged along subconsciously. I spoke to Chris Marmes about this a little and she told me by having Meg attend the seminar it helped him see how the things he already knows can be presented on this physical plane. It allowed him to see the practical aspects of how things work. According to Chris, sometimes Weston scratches his head about how things are done on this plane. Applying his knowledge in this environment is newer for him, and attending the seminar with Meg was helpful.

Meg Lupin’s Matrix Energetics Experience With Weston

Last weekend I had the pleasure of attending a Matrix Energetics workshop with my sister Anne Marie. She found out about the seminar from a research doctor from National Institute of Health. We knew we were supposed to go and Weston couldn’t wait to attend with us. Little did I know, Weston had many different reasons for us to be at the seminar.

Matrix Energetics is based on Quantum Physics. This was the first reason we were supposed to be there. This is right up Weston’s alley. The quantum theory and being in the midst of physicists, engineers, healers and people that just wanted to help themselves was very interesting in itself. I was surprised that there were so many men in the audience. Weston was so excited to be in the midst of this energy as well as the discussions that he knows so well.

There was a young boy there in a wheelchair. On the second day he was moved from his previous location and ended up near us. When we had a practice session and I went over and met him and his mother. His name was Jacob. Weston was very excited and happy and told me that Jacob was one of his friends. In my discussion with his mom, I learned that they were from Maryland which is where I lived before I came to Southern California 5 years ago. I also knew they had seminars in Maryland and this was such a long way to come for a seminar especially since she had been to these seminars before. I also found out that Jacob had a session with Meg Blackburn two months ago. Meg told her that Jacob was helping to build a school. This was the boy that took over putting together one of the schools for Weston. Meg had told us that someone else was helping now in Salt Lake City and it turns out to be this boy! Weston can really orchestrate things!

At the workshop Anne Marie and I both decided to become practitioners. The results we were both seeing and experiencing with our bodies and minds were amazing. We worked on people from Greece, Australia, Great Britain, Hawaii, and many other locations.

I learned a lot from the seminar. One of the messages was the whole idea of quantum physics assisting in healing. Another message was that it is a lot easier to make things happen when you trust and let go. When you stop trying to make things happen and just love, the results are endless. Love is the answer to all problems. Miracles happen. I can hear Weston through my heart because I have let go of thinking things are supposed to be a certain way. It just reminds me of Weston’s words when I first met him about not wanting to speak verbally because people can lie with their speech but you can’t lie when you speak telepathically. I also relearned that laughter is the absolute best medicine. That is the reason why God gave me Weston, the relatives, children and husband that I have! They always keep me laughing.

This testimonial is special to me because it is from Carmen’s son, Evan, who recently graduated from college. Evan is one of the young adults who Weston wants to facilitate seminars for young adult healers.

For as long as I can remember I have had “experiences” that couldn’t be explained. These experiences always manifested themselves in the form of feelings. Feelings of dread, joy, comfort or any one of a number of other sensations have checkered their way into my 23 years on this plane. Since I had these experiences so early on, I simply assumed that they weren’t out of the ordinary. Examples include “dreaming” about a conversation or event and then experiencing that conversation or event a few days later, often referred to as déjà vu. Or, when my mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor when I was six years old I was lying in bed crying myself to sleep. I didn’t know what was going to happen; only that mom was sick. That night I felt engulfed in light and comforted by a soft voice; “Everything will be alright. Mommy will be okay”.  Or, most vividly, experiencing a “scene” that was so brilliant it could only be a memory of the battle between Lucifer and Michael the Arc Angel, the only time I can recall actually “seeing” something.

As I grew, I came to realize that what I was feeling wasn’t “normal” and what was “normal” was being taught to me from every direction. Be it from the altar, in the classroom, or on television if it couldn’t be explained either scientifically or by the grace of the Almighty, then it simply wasn’t “the norm”. By Junior High I began to believe what was being taught and took the side of the altar over that of the classroom to live like a 12-year-old should, but with guidance from somewhere beyond “explanation” (at least religion was more widely accepted as an explanation for what can’t be comprehended by the physical mind). While I still felt connected to the grace of the Almighty, I began to challenge what I was “feeling” and second-guessing my core convictions. By High School I was in fact quite narrow-minded and refused to open up to anything that was even remotely outside my own understanding of the church, politics or philosophy. It was here that I made my turn around.

Early in my college life I was having my “feelings” again. But, they were different this time; more “real” and sometimes taking quite a physical toll on me. As I would sleep I would experience a “spiraling” sensation. I was “falling down” in a corkscrew like manner despite being comfortably in my bed. This action was followed by what I describe as “battling”. I didn’t know what the enemy was until about a year later. I came to the realization that I was being “called” by souls to rescue them from the “dark entities”. My spiraling was in fact me descending into depths beyond this plane. As I answered these calls I would “toss” the endangered souls toward a source of light and then remain to “battle” the entities that wanted the soul. The battles never included blows; they were mental battles that would manifest themselves on me as physical exhaustion, sometimes to the point of barely making it out of bed in the morning. It was as these began to get more and more frequent that I started to feel a need to do something. Something had clicked in me and I felt in full control of things. By control, I mean recognizing what these feelings were and what they meant; I am a guide and am of great importance to those who need my assistance when things get rough.

This has been confirmed by many over the last four years or so, the most recent being Meg Lupin, voicing for Weston. That session brought out many things for me. It answered questions that I had, but never had a source to get them answered (rest in peace Dan, and thank you for being by my side in these times of uncertainty). It also brought about new questions including my circle of friends and how I fit into their future plans. Weston told me that I need to consider assisting my friend JR with his business venture in the next few years. That business will provide “many things” which I took as opening financial doors for me to be able to back the projects that Weston has in store for me. The teaching that he needs me to do and the position that I will need to acquire in order to reach the greatest number of people. It is a large request, but Weston has done extensive screening I’m sure. He would not put such demands on those he knows cannot accomplish them.

I left that session feeling renewed and confident about a path for the first time. I have more questions, but know now that they can be answered. I am ready Weston. You have pointed me in the direction you need me most. I will do the very best I can.