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By now all of you have had the opportunity to learn a little more about Weston and his family. Admittedly, some of the things I have talked about are very unusual and perhaps difficult to believe, and I was present at all of the events! I guess this is why I always talk about how my faith has gotten me this far with regards to Weston. In the beginning so many things did not make sense and it would have been so easy to fall back on believing the established norms of what the experts thought Weston was and what he would become. Faith in God and the belief that all things are possible with God has gotten us to where we are today. However, there are some things that have taken more of an effort for me to come to accept, and this is what I waned to talk to you about today…..

One morning Carmen called me to tell me that Weston had “joined her on her walk.” Weston is quite fond of walking with Carmen in “spirit” (i.e., he is home with me but she is aware of his presence and hears him 10 miles away). I suspect she hears him during these times because she is in a quiet meditative state with very little interruptions, and this allows him to enter her consciousness. In Meg Blackburn’s latest book Conversations With The Children of Now Weston does a very good job explaining how he is able to do this with people.

Some more background information…. Carmen walks a lot. I mean she will walk for a few hours at one outing. She has come to understand that the coins she finds in the street have their own meaning. You have heard the term “a penny from heaven.” Well, that is actually quite true in Carmen’s case. Each coin comes from someone different, including Jesus, the Blessed Mother, our father (Luis), and our grandfather (Augustine), both of whom have passed. She always finds some money but some days it is ridiculous how much money she finds. When she does, we know something big is going to happen. On this particular morning she found over $3.00 in change, a sure sign that something big was going to be happening.

Carmen had told me weeks before that Weston was involved in a big battle deep in the universe and that she would see him now and again and he looked weary. Weird, I know…welcome to my world! All of this sounds incredible but honestly this stuff always gets confirmed.

During their walk Weston asked Carmen kind of mischievously if she was ready to “travel” with him, and of course she said “yes.” God has blessed Carmen with the gift of trust, as she too knows all of this is from Him, which allows her to abandon her preconceived ideas. Anyway, she knows there is no use in not acknowledging Weston as she knows very well why he is affectionately called “Pushy Pants.” The interesting thing is that he told Carmen to tell me that I need to contact her right away if he acts out of sorts as I have a tendency to wait a few days and then things get worse, which is very true. I do hesitate sometimes to contact Carmen or anyone else about unusual things about Weston. I think sometimes it is just me dragging my feet about the whole thing and thinking that this stuff can’t really be happening and if I procrastinate it will take care of itself.

That night Weston went to bed without a problem but about 10 minutes later he came into Don’s and my room and would not sleep alone. I could tell it was not because there was something (the watchers) in his room but more that he did not want to be alone. That next morning Carmen called and told me that she and Weston had been working. All she could remember is that she released a lot of souls from a pit and there was a lot of activity. I told her about Weston not wanting to sleep alone and she confirmed there was nothing in his room but that "Warrior Weston" was very busy in this battle of some sort.

This is what Carmen remembers happened over the course of about seven days….

”In the next few nights I found myself with St. Michael the Archangel in a very intense battle fighting to release some souls from a pit. We (many, many others) were able to release the souls into the light and then destroyed the pit by filling it with light and closing it off. On another night (maybe one or two days later) I saw myself in the heat of another intense battle. The battle continued for days until we got to what I think was a siege. Things were quiet but very tense and there were many casualties. These were attended to by Dr. Kotido and his team. Everyone seemed exhausted but after another couple of days, we were victorious. The battle is now over and the powers of light and love overcame.”

Over the course of the next seven days Weston’s sleep was very unusual as he refused to sleep alone at times, slept for very long stretches, and acted quite distracted when he was awake. Having seen this before I was not too concerned and the family just assumed he was “working”. Fortunately, it was over Christmas break and there was no school and his time was his own. After about seven days his demeanor changed, and he became engaged again. He started sleeping normally. I could tell, however, that his “fluids” were off. When Weston does this type of work it takes a toll on his physical body. Fortunately, over the past few years we have been successful at minimizing its effect on him, but he still needs some assistance from time to time. Happily, Carmen is always able to help when this happens. It appears to me the energy affects his cerebral spinal fluid and it causes him any number of problems including impulsivity, emotionality, etc. I made sure to react quickly to the first signs of this happening as I remembered what Weston had told Carmen a week or so before to make sure I call her right away if he begins to act out or sorts.

Sure enough he was off-balance and his bodies not aligned. In addition, he had some type of being that got stuck on him which had to be removed by Carmen (weird, huh?). She did so and had the angels sent it back to where it belonged. Lastly, Dr. Kotido came and looked at Weston and Carmen. Dr. Kotido had been very busy during this battle and Carmen said he looked very tired and haggard when he was working on her and Weston. (More to come next week on Dr. Kotido and his colleagues).

The most amazing part of this story is the morning after Carmen worked on Weston and Dr. Kotido worked on both of them, she went for a walk and found over $9.00 in change! Who finds that??? Absolutely a sign in my opinion, that all of this did actually happen. She was rewarded for her work – good job, Carmen! Since Carmen has balanced Weston he has returned to normal and is again sleeping without incident.

The message below was voiced by Meg Lupin.

I am wishing all of you the Happiest New Year ever! I am sure my mother is surprised at how I keep track of what is going on. People’s energy ebbs and flows with the seasons. There is more stress around the holidays and it is not due mostly to buying presents. It has to do with,” is my present good enough” (which correlates with am I good enough). Improving self worth is essential for this year. You are going to need to be self confident so you can move forward with ease. The stress also has to do with the fact that we need to be around our families and deal with unresolved resentments. We need to move through these times and use them to leap forward. What better time to forgive someone than the holidays or the beginning of a new year?

The stress also comes from not keeping things simple. The extent that some people go to have parties and celebrate the holidays really amazes me and I guess that is because I don’t really need much. As long as I have one outfit (which I rarely wear), good nutritious food, (that’s right Meg, Carl’s Jr. does have protein for grounding), the TV and my family, I am usually happy. Keeping myself grounded helps so I am not affected by other people’s energies. This has taken a lot of work but I think I am getting pretty good at it now.

The most important thing of all that we need to remember is that “love heals all wounds”. We can use our love for healing hurts that have been done to us, hurts that we have done to others (be honest now, we all have done our share),  and even heal true physical ailments. Coupled with prayer, intention, faith, forgiveness, and love, many of the most difficult of situations and ailments can be healed.

This is a year of healing! By helping ourselves first we are helping others by example. You are healing your children when you work on yourself. I am encouraging all of you to take courses, dig deep into your past so you can heal and forgive, spend time in a loving state each day (even when you are frustrated), go to therapy and get energy work so you can transcend the restrictions that are preventing you from fulfilling your life’s purpose. I will assist you in any way I can. Just ask and don’t be surprised if I answer. Your time is now!

Weston

Prayer Corner

We need to all come together to pray for each other every day.

A prayer request was received from Jessica for a young father with three small children who was recently diagnosed with acute leukemia. Please keep him in your prayers.

Marg sent a request that we pray for all those children and parents who are alienated from another. This is a cause very dear to her heart, and we ask that you remember these families in your prayers as well.

I continue to share my experiences with Meg Blackburn regarding Weston and ask for her opinion as I know she is a wealth of information. Of course, I was curious to know what she knew about this current battle that was going on, and below is her answer.

“There is a huge shift going on that started several months ago. There have been a lot of dark influences as balance is in process. This often happens when the energies shift. The "battles" are generally on multi-dimensional levels of reality although we often see them in the behaviors of human beings around us (i.e. discordance, violent or negative behaviors that have escalated). Since Weston is also a Galactic it is no surprise that he is out there fighting for balance. And yes, there would be a lot of casualties due to the nature of the whole thing.”

Thank you Meg for confirming what I was experiencing at the house. Even though I was unable to see the battle (thank goodness) I was aware that Weston was involved in something big and that there was nothing I could do to help on this plane. Happily, things are back to normal for now anyway.