Cosmic Particles Blog

I wanted to thank everyone who made the trip to USC for last weekend’s Healing & Networking Workshop. It was an amazing event – filled with a lot of laughter and tears. I have received some wonderful feedback. A big “thank you” to Lauren for arranging for us to meet there. I am sure we will be back.

Once again, I wanted to thank everyone for their welcoming of Weston. Don and I are still not used to these workshops and are always sensitive to how the public will react to Weston. It was a huge decision to take this step with Weston, but with every encounter we have had with you our belief that this is right and in Diving Timing is further cemented. A sincere thank you to all of you.

For all of you who were there last weekend, Patti from San Jose, reports the following, “Just wanted to let you both know that I made it safely all the way home.  The car ran beautifully and even the air conditioner started working part way home.  Thank you for your positive energies and please, Marilu, give Weston a great big hug and mushy kiss for me for working with my car.  I don’t think I would have made it without his help.”

Congratulations again to Patti for winning the “Clearing with Carmen” and to Mary for winning the “Weg.”

To read past newsletters go to Weston’s website at www.westonschmier.com

Weston’s Words “voiced” by Meg Lupin

May 1, 2009

Forgiveness is a key to opening your heart! I am inviting you to experience a realization that the hardships you have faced have actually strengthened you. These situations will be used later as you assist someone that has experienced the same issues. This pain was a motivator for change. It enabled a new piece of you to open up. Many of you are thinking that you didn’t want that to open up. What was the point? Your ascension to transform beyond your wildest dreams is the point.

Your strength and ability to move past and actually forgive everyone is actually being amplified at this time. I have created a morphic field of forgiveness because of the importance of this in everyone’s lives.  Enter the field with an open heart. See the other person or the situation and take a deep breath. When you exhale, see all of the pieces of the scene fall apart and rise up into white light. See the person that has upset you and imagine them glowing with white light and release them up into the white light. The situation will transcend and move on to where it is no longer important. If this seems impossible, just ask and I will assist you. It is a complete letting go.

You have no need or time for resentment. These situations were not a punishment and you did not deserve it. Use it as a learning tool in letting go. You deserve the best. Having any ill feelings toward anyone is counterproductive to living the life you deserve. It is a waste of your time. We have come here together to change the thought process of the planet. Having such emotions as resentments, anger, and jealousy will block our purpose and our vision. Let go and you will feel an amazing sense of relief. You are worth it!

May Peace Build In Your Hearts,

Weston

As many of you know from past newsletters, JoQueta was the first professional who did not see Weston as “broken.” This journey that we have taken with Weston really began with her and her amazing ability to see Weston and all children as unique individuals and teachers for us all. It is worth repeating how fond Weston and I are of JoQueta.

As parents you probably remember how proud you felt when your child’s teacher would give you feedback on your child. In some way it allowed you to gain a better understanding of who your child was through the eyes of others. Well, for me asking various people questions about Weston helps me to understand him more. This week I approached JoQueta with some questions that helped me to understand him better, and I thought you would also enjoy reading what she had to say.

1.    I know you originally started "hearing" Weston when you were dreaming. Tell me about these dreams and how they were different from typical dreams.

I first started hearing Weston in my dreams.  At first I wasn’t really hearing him.  It was more like I was dreaming about Weston, all the time, and didn’t really understand what I was hearing.  This first started happening in the fall of 2006 when I was living in LA.  I wasn’t even working with Weston as a speech pathologist at the time.  So it was very shocking when he showed up in my bedroom early one morning.

For along time I had been aware that intuitively I knew what Weston thinking.  I have this gift with most of the children I work with.  It isn’t like I hear them talking in words.  This is what makes my experience in working with Weston very different.  However, I am able to intuitively read children, in terms of feelings.  I know when they are hurting and why.  I know when they are sad and why.  So with Weston, for several years, I was able to do the same thing with him. Then I started sensing his presence around me all the time, but I still couldn’t clearly hear him.  I think I was in denial of what was really happening.  It seemed too crazy.

2. When did you realize that these dreams were how Weston was actually communicating with you?

The event that caused a drastic change and got my attention was in November 2006.  This event not only helped me realize that these dreams were how Weston was communicating with me, but it was also the event that changed my entire perspective on how Weston is functioning here on earth with us.

3.  I remember the day you started to hear Weston when you were awake. I was in the waiting room, and he was in the treatment room with you. I was surprised because it was so quiet, which I thought was odd. You came out and I could tell something had changed. Tell me what you remember about that first time.

Chris Marmes, a wonderful friend and my life coach, had been telling me that I was being called not just to help a few children on my daily case load, but I was being called to help thousands and I needed to start seeing the global picture.  She told me that Weston was here to help me accomplish this task and that I needed to step up and accept responsibility for what I had been called to do.  This was a little overwhelming for me.  That same day, I got a phone call from Marilu, saying Weston wanted to meet with me.  I immediately agreed and drove to Orange County to a friend’s office to meet with Weston.  I had no idea what to expect.  Up until this point, I had not actually heard Weston’s voice. That day, it wasn’t so much what I heard, but what Weston showed me.  He said he needed me to understand how many children were in the world that needed my help and the help of other healers.  All of a sudden the room became very bright and an overwhelming peace filled my entire being.  It was the most beautiful “space” I have ever existed in.  Weston sat very still in front of me with a huge smile.  He told me not to be afraid.  With that, children began to fill the room.  They were literally packed in every crevice.  Weston got up and moved in front of the door, as if to hold it closed.  The door was a French glass door. I looked through the door into the hallway, and children were every where, packed into the hall and waiting area. They were all trying to push their way into the room to be close to Weston.  Weston disappeared into the crowd and began to push through; three children he introduced as his close friends.  He in told me I would be meeting them again in the future.  Then as fast as they appeared, they were all gone.  I was left with the most peaceful, inspired feeling, and at the same time, the most overwhelming feeling of my life.  I had never, ever experienced anything like it in my life.  All doubt was gone, and from that day on, I could hear Weston’s words clear as a bell.

4. When does Weston come to speak to you most often?

The way and amount that Weston speaks to me has changed over the past two years.  The change has to do with my own growth.  At first, I literally had to create a space to speak to him and for me it was a big production of going into a mediation state.  Now, it so natural, I am aware of his presence almost on a daily basis. I know that he is available any time I need help.  I am aware of a part of Weston with me at all times.  I know he is working at a divine level to bring and connect me with others who are meant to help me in my life path.  I think it is a maturing of a relationship. When you first meet someone, conversation is awkward.  As you grow in space and time, the relationship grows to literally knowing each others thoughts.  It is such an effortless act at this point; it is more just a constant knowing.

5.  What does he normally talk to you about?

Usually the conversation consists of information and direction about my life path and purpose. He helps in writing curriculum that I use in teaching parent workshops and schools.

6. How has he helped you when you are working with clients?

In working with clients, Weston has told me that I know what to do and I should follow my intuition.  He assures me that he is always available if I have a question, but for the most part he leaves the treatment up to me. He is always very complimentary of my treatment.  I think he gives me more credit than I deserve as a clinician.

7.  How does your family feel about your unusual relationship with Weston?

In regards to my family, my five children, love to hear about Weston.  They embrace all information I share with them.  They look forward to seeing him and ask to see him.  With my husband, it was a slower start to trust and understanding, but it has been a wonderful journey for both of us.  My husband works with Weston in the area of chiropractics.  Weston visits him in his dreams and Jim can hear Weston as well.  It is a wonderful thing to be able to share the joy of Weston at a family level. 

I do have a funny story with regards to Weston first visiting Jim and me in a very real way.  I immediately called Jim on that November day to tell him of my experience with Weston bringing all the children to me.  Jim patiently and lovingly listened to me relate my entire drama.  He responded with love, by saying, “I know you must have experienced something wonderful and real, because, you could not describe the detail you are giving, unless it was real to you.”  Then he went on to say that the whole thing was just a little too overwhelming for him at the moment, but he was happy for me.  At the time, Jim was not working with Weston. A couple of weeks passed, since my experience.   It was about 6 am one Saturday morning.  I was living in LA.  Jim and I both were sound a sleep.  All of a sudden, Jim sat up in bed and said, “Who is that at the door?”  It was Weston.  He had come for a visit. Jim immediately whispered, “Is that Weston?” and I said “yes”.  Then he said, “Does he always visit you like this?”  I told him, no that this was a first and I thought Weston was there more for his benefit, than mine.  A few weeks later, Weston and Jim began working together. 

8. Have you ever met another child who learns the way Weston does?

I have never met another child who learns the exact way that Weston learns.  I have worked with several that have similarities.  Weston taught me to look beneath the surface to see the gifts and strengths of each child.  The experience that I gained from working with Weston literally helps me on a daily basis in working with other children.  I am currently working with one out of the three children that Weston introduced me to that day.  I can hardly wait to meet the other two, as I move through the path of reaching the thousands of others.

9. How do you suggest others in the community should communicate with Weston who may not hear him.

I think everyone who meets Weston will gain something miraculous from just being in his presence.  Just as I have matured in my communication with Weston, there is a place for everyone.  For some, the communication may be feeling the peace and love he brings.  For others it is important to just be still and quiet and receive the communication of stillness.  For some, it may be that they feel guided to join others in pursuit of a life path, after being around Weston.  Others will hear a direct message. Any and all of these events are communication from Weston.  It mostly has to do with where we are individually resonating and where we are in regards to our life path.  Some need greater nudges than others and Weston is certainly good at nudging.  

10. What do you want teachers, other therapists, medical personnel to know about Weston and kids like him?

The biggest message I want teachers, other therapist, medical personnel to know about Weston and kids like him is you can’t judge a book by its cover.  Just because a child is diagnosed with Autism, doesn’t mean he is Autistic.  Just because a child demonstrates characteristics that don’t fit society’s norms, doesn’t mean he is broken or lacking in any way.  We have to look beneath the surface.  We have to ask positive whys and we have to see the amazing strengths that each child holds, rather than seeing them as broken and deficient.  All children are a gift.  Children like Weston are not only a gift, but our teachers.  They are here to teach us that our education systems and our communities need to change from a space of lack to a space of expansion.

Weston would like to communicate with you on Facebook. He plans on having special messages for you and would like to communicate these through Facebook. I am not sure yet how often he will post the messages and what else he has in mind. If you are interested in receiving these messages through Facebook, please invite him as your friend. Look for more information in future newsletters.

The following is written by Evan who has begun to hear Weston more often. I offer this to all of you as an example of how it happened for Evan.

April 29, 2009

Yesterday, around 5:30 PM, I experienced something truly awakening. While spending time with a friend, though alone at that particular moment, I suddenly found myself feeling a surge of positive energy. I seemed knocked off-balance by this rush (though I can’t testify as to whether I was physically leaning off balance). I turned my focus toward the ground and asked “Is that you Weston?”, in an instant I was hit with another surge; it was definitely him. Upon realizing that I was being contacted by Weston while conscience (prior to this I had only been called by him while I have been sleeping) I focused my eyes from the ground to the wall that was directly in front of me. I was met with a mixture of color flashes and energy waves; surely it was his spiritual essence that I was in the presence of. To test this new phenomenon further I began to ask him questions that I already knew the answers to (not wanting to get too complicated, I stuck to “yes” or “no” questions). If the answer was “no”, nothing happened, but if the answer was “yes” there was another immense flow of energy. This went on for no more than a couple of minutes, but it has convinced me that I will be contacted more in depth in the future; knowing Weston this was mere child’s play.

A related incident, just as awakening, occurred only a few days before this. Last Saturday, April 25, was the third Healing & Networking Workshop but I unfortunately could not be there. While attending to my other obligations that day I was suddenly hit with the same rush of positive energy that was just described. I immediately told myself that Weston had just entered the room at USC, a good 1 ½ hours away from where I was, and was ready to begin. This knowledge was the first thing that came into my head! I felt compelled to look at my watch and noted that it was 5:25 PM, the meeting started maybe 5 minutes later, despite being scheduled for 5:00.

I am not aware of any other efforts that Weston may have undergone in an attempt to contact me other than the few times when I was sleeping and am not sure if I will be able to “speak” with him in the way Meg Lupin or Dr. Meg Blackburn do. But, I do know that he has come up with a method of contact that is unmistakable for me. Weston has different plans and different roles for each and every one of us, and we are all becoming aware of his presence in our plans at different times and in different ways. All of you reading this have been drawn to this network for a reason, and will be contacted by Weston if you haven’t been already. The hardest part for many of us is how to recognize such contacts. Weston has shown frustration with the pace of certain aspects of how this is progressing, no doubt due in part to us not knowing when he is seeking us out individually, so I choose to share this story with those particular people. Don’t try to force your abilities to surface, for that will only stifle them more and will hinder Weston from getting through to you. Open your minds as much as you possibly can and don’t try to “make” your individual abilities and gifts work. Don’t feel there is nothing for you to do in the grand scheme of things and certainly don’t begin to doubt yourself or your own self worth. Weston will speak to you; just keep an eye out for anything out of the “ordinary”. 

Below is a testimonial from someone who attended the workshop last week.

Hello everyone, 

My name is Christina and I was introduced to Weston and this community a week ago. I went to see Chris Marmes for a reading one afternoon...little did I know how many "miracles" would transpire the following week. 

Growing up I have always been very sensitive and never felt like I belonged anywhere. I remember at a young age I would feel so alone and couldn't explain to my parents why. I was very depressed and suffered a sort of existential despair. I had always been very curious and had this deep desire to know. I had some pretty unusual experiences when I was a teen but wasn't able to share it with anyone because of my deep fear of ridicule. Fast forward a couple of years.  I've been following a sort of metaphysical cookie trail. It's such an interesting time that I find myself meeting Weston. I feel like I am just opening up to this world. 

I had an amazing reading with Chris that brought so much healing. She asked me, "Do you know you can communicate with others that are in physical body?" (at this point I'm used to the idea of communicating with my guides) but others that are here that are going through the same experience?!! huh never thought about that one!) As I was leaving Chris asked me, "Have you heard of Weston Schmier?" Instantly I felt a chill of recognition run though my body. "Yes, no, wait that name sounds familiar!!" She ended up telling me that I could talk to him and that there was a group meeting up at USC that coming Saturday. As I left I felt like there was something special here and that my world would never be the same...

I was so excited for Saturday but also apprehensive. I always feel somewhat awkward meeting new people. Everyone was so kind but still I had trouble relaxing...Then here comes Weston strolling in with no shoes, a big smile on his face, and his pants on backwards!! The workshop was unlike anything I've ever experienced. Marilu came up and it was so refreshing and inspiring to hear about Weston and the journey their family has been though. Then Meg went around and "voiced" for Weston. There were so many beautiful healings and synchronicities that took place. I've never felt a room heat up like that. Never felt my body and my third eye heat up like that! It was amazing because I've never felt energy run through my body so strong before. It was so nice to be in a room where everyone opened there hearts to what they were experiencing. So many of my questions were answered through others’ messages they received. Weston talked to us of many things..from the importance of laughter and self care to earthquakes and UFOS. Weston started to talk about the transitional children at this time. It was at this point that he struck a deep chord in me. There are so many who come here with a deep purpose but are overwhelmed, tired, and alone. As he was speaking I could literally feel these other children/young adults. As he started giving me a message, I instantly felt him so welcoming and happy. He told me to "feel the warmth of my love in your heart" And wow! Did I! I felt so much love coming from him that I started crying tears of recognition. I felt a healing take place and I don't think I can ever be the same. He told me I would be meeting many others like myself. It was such a joy to hear that because it has been something I've wanted deeply. I told him. "I am Weston..I am meeting them" :) He started talking about meeting with others and Facebook It's so interesting because I recently felt the need to get an account out of the blue. One of the biggest gifts was the confirmation that I am exactly where I need to be. All of us are! 

A week has gone by and I am excited by the things Weston has been teaching me. I feel like I am just waking up to so many magical things. I haven't quite fully made the leap into understanding my gifts but I understand all that's asked of me is that I keep my heart open. I am trying to have patience and trust that all of it (the hearing, the not hearing..the questioning if I'm really hearing) is perfect. Weston has been teaching me that it is through our open hearts that we can let the mind rest and be truly nourished. In my quiet times I can "hear" him, but it is not how I logically thought it would be like. It's almost like I'm hearing but the volume isn't as loud as I’d like it to be. I feel like by opening up my heart I can turn up the volume:) He is pushing me to let go and play with my imagination. To believe with the joyous abandonment of a child. 

I feel like he is pushing us to get together, to heal, encourage, and share our hearts with one another. So many exciting things! It is truly an exciting time to be alive.

Thank you Weston and everyone for sharing your love and being here at this time :)